Whatever the reader says, be it good or bad won't get to me.
I'm a happy-go-lucky person and intend to keep that way. Cheers! =)

Fights are not enjoyable.
It sux to the core.
On the eve of our 4 mths, we fought.
I simply hate it.
You said some hurtful things to me which I blatantly can't accept.
I cried.Again.
I made you burst out in anger.
I am always at fault.
You never did any mistakes.
There is one but all these 4 mths, I made the most mistakes for which I am sorry.
You said since the day that we have been together, last night I was most disrespectful to you.
Yes I was. I am in a lot of pressure.
I know you had the worse yet you didn't show it.
I don't want this to end neither do you.
So we reconciled and forget all the things we said.
All the kisses and mushy talks came back.
I love you with all my heart and pls don't leave me.

I'm always stressed abt somethings which I can't or won't disclose.
It's just the way I am.
And when my mood swing comes, I have the tendency to keep mum abt anything.
Even talking to you.
For that, you were so fcuked up with me.
Frustrated.Speechless.Angry.
Sorry dear, I made you have a bad migraine at times.
I hate to see you getting sick.
Especially over something like this.
You are right and always ahead of things.
Being as stubborn as I am, I ignored you completely.
And in turn you gave in.
Pls don't make me one of those people who made you feel useless.
It hurts me inside without you knowing it.
I have and will always think about you when you are not by my side.
I don't want to be the heartless being as you thought I will be.
I'm NOT like her.
Not even close.
I hate it when you compare me with her.

You were disappointed with me a couple of times.
You said I didn't change.
It made me think.
I apologise again coz I don't ever want to lose you.
You may say you would never leave me.
But sometimes when things don't work out, it will become another story.
You know what I mean coz that was what happened between you and her.
I don't want our relationship to be meaningless.
We have made a commitment to each other.
And I won't turn back.Ever.

With that I end here by saying how grateful I am to be your only one.
And you are my only one.Promise.
I LOVE you Mohd Nizzaar.